Saturday, December 1, 2012

Card for J!

It's been such a long time since I posted here, been contemplating a lot about the purpose and significance of this blog.

Was there a need to share, was there a need to publicly show. Well? Maybe not. But I really do need to document, remember, and hopefully make a conscious effort to understand my journey and growth.

Hence, i probably would still maintain this blog, maybe document cards and small gifts I've made? Haha

Here's a card I made for Justin!

Postcard size
Mixed media







Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Count your blessings,

Sometimes, I think I'm way too unappreciative, discontented.
Really really need to learn to be a better person.

I had the immediacy to create this.
20 x 20cm
Black ball-point pen

Reference: Shiyin's "snippets"


Saturday, May 26, 2012

Life drawing (during lessons)

Drew during math tutorial yday, haha.

Junhao was reading his Lit text, so it made him the obvious target for a sketch. People like Houzheng have hyperactive disorder which it makes it terribly difficult to sketch :/

It doesn't look exactly like Junhao, but there's a resemblance (my friends say that too)

It's funny how he actually knew I was drawing him, he said he could feel it. Haha probably bcos I kept staring at him? Haha~ awkward.

But he was really calm and composed to refrain from movement to let me sketch him though, haha- without me telling him to not move.

Previously, I've tried sketching other people and nah, they kept moving (despite me telling them to stay still)

Haha, it's fun to sketch people you know, but I really need to sketch better! :)


Jun Hao
Haha, he knew
8x9 cm
Pencil


Sunday, May 13, 2012

Unknown

I have no idea why I drew this.
30mins

Needa draw better in pen, sigh.

Plastic bag creased in a weird angle
15x9 cm
Ballpoint pen


Saturday, May 12, 2012

Shaken.

There's been too many things that happened, too many things that saddened me and everyone around me.

I'm slowly losing the confidence of the control of life that I always thought and presumed I had (or anyone would have).

The first time my beliefs were shaken, torn apart, and I'm unsure if I even have the courage to piece them all back again.

#emotional

11x10 cm
Pencil

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Scream

I've been feeling terribly odd today,
mood swings.

The mouth looks terrible.

Traumatized by the internal screaming within me
Pencil, 15cm x 11cm
40mins

Friday, April 27, 2012

The moment of subconsciousness

Was introduced to drawing of the subconscious yday, and all I can say is that the experience was awesome.There's really much to explore in the realm of the subconscious, as well as many interesting theories and things to think about.

It's intriguing,How certain patterns can represent the relationships one have with the paper, with the surroundings (environment), or merely serve to represent the emotions and attitude of the artist;How one pictures an image or concept in our mind but realizes that it isn't what they imagined it to be after opening their eyes;1. The overall image of what we drew2. The scale of our drawing3. The marks of our drawing
How we in fact have the ability to create works of abstraction, using varied and interesting methods of drawing when we lose the ability to see what we draw- such as the way we make curves or angular lines and shapes, irregular but with rhythmic strokes and shades- something I am unable to achieve when I draw consciously;
How one still retains their distinctively style despite drawing unconsciously, such as my somewhat angular drawings (minimal curves), liyi's expressive and sketchy drawings;
How there is much to discuss about the connections one can draw between the drawing and the artist, such as how colourful and unconventional zhiping's paper was treated showed her love for bright colour and nonconformity, how linhui's clean and small drawing reflects her reserved and quiet personality, how Aaron's wild and curvy drawings reflects his happy-go-lucky and fun character;
How the drawings appear pretty, simple yet unachievable when one draws consciously;
How the drawings can represent one's emotion so aptly and succinctly (at least in the case of mine);
How one can infer what the artist values most in doing his or her drawing, such as for mine- I expressed the emotions (mainly the process) when encountered with the unknown object I was supposed to touch, while some people merely took the exercise literally and tried to express the texture of what they felt, or depict the real thing. So it was a question of process or product for them, and as for me I always knew it was about the process;


How it made me wonder if these could be work of art.some people might say that these marks of a moment are way too simple or easily achieved to be deserving to be called art. However for me, I value them as artworks since those mere moments of a few minutes or seconds really captured the emotions I felt then. It made the act of representing oneself so simple, yet deeply rooted: something I find difficult to express when you create a piece of work on purpose- when there are simply much more symbols you have to take into consideration;
How one can be freed from the over-reliance on our sight to draw and depict reality, to express the other aspect of sensitivity that we commonly disregard or forget about;
Personally, I felt empowered in the process of drawing subconsciously. Not only did I not need to consider how to make the image more aesthetically appealing, how the shapes had to appear like, or how the image has to be composed, the expressive element was amplified. It allowed me to be natural and truthful, solely tapping on my emotions and gut feeling to execute the piece. Every individual was pretty much a clone of me of that moment.


Drawings:

































Drawing 1: listened to music of movies, e.g. Transformers, Edward Scissorhands

Drawing 2: listened to meditative music (Japanese Garden)
- there are specks of darker tones in many anonymous areas
mainly because I felt disturbed whenever the music is too
calming or draggy, fostering a certain sense of insecurity here
and there when the music played through

Drawing 3: blindfolded and touched lace cloth (fish net feel-like)
- I tried to express my emotional process where I started off feeling
really scared till there was a moment of fear and distrust which then
died off when I could register in my head what the object was




Saturday, March 10, 2012

Lightning speed! (jkjk)

Just wanted to force myself to draw something, and to do it fast. Haa, so I had to draw something i'm really familiar with and taada, i drew faces (again!)

Speed drawing (8mins)
Pencil, 5x 9cm

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Draw, draw, and draw!

It's funny how I always want to draw when I'm terribly busy, but not have the urge to draw when I'm terribly free. Wanted to do some quick sketches of anything, since I just wanted to draw, something. Didn't expect this to be so time-consuming! Better get back to work!

Inspired by Rodel Tapaya's Cane of Kabunian, numbered but cannot be wanted (2010)

--> imitated a tiny portion of the work! (the work's huge~)

A5, pencil on paper

Friday, February 3, 2012

#OG15!

These are 2 cards drawn for my lovely lovely OGLs, Yuan Jun and Ryo!
(done with markers, half an A4 sized paper)

I wanted to draw something relevant to them, something that they would relate to and at the same time, find it interesting~

So, since Yuan Jun does History, I imitated a Mao propaganda poster for his card- changing 毛主席 to YUANJUN and the face to his as well. As for Ryo, I really didn't know what I could draw for him, so I decided to do pop art! I drew his face and did some various designs at the side, to make it look more colorful. Haha.

I'm really glad they liked it :DDDD




Saturday, January 21, 2012

SIMPLEPLAN CONCERT.

#GET YOUR HEART ON!
150112. simple plan.

this was my first experience at a concert,
and a first experience at shooting in a concert.
really, it was pure madness.
i tried really hard trying to shoot and at the same time enjoy myself.
it was difficult, and i did eventually give up on shooting people.

i really should get my basics on photog back on track.
i can't seem to focus well on my subjects when everything's pitch dark during the concert.
but, the lights and the effect it has on the photos were awesome.
don't you think so?

i really really enjoyed myself.
squeezin'. jumpin'. screamin'. shoutin'. singin'/
i'm a SIMPLEPLAN fan.




This totally summarizes what I feel about their songs: "I want to start by letting you know thisbecause of you my life has a purposeyou helped be who i am todayI see myself in every word you saySometimes it feels like nobody gets meTrapped in a world where everyone hates meThere's so much that I'm going throughI wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you
You 're my escape when I'm stuck in a small townI turn you up whenever I feel downyou let me know like no one elseThat it's ok to be myself
You'll never know what it means to methat I'm not aloneThat I'll never have to be
This song saved my life."
--- This song saved my life, simple plan.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

FOR A FRIEND

For this, I drew with some permanent markers on a transparent iPhone cover!
The pokemon(s) had to be drawn inverted since I wanted to draw inside the cover; so that the drawing would not be subjected to wear and tear so easily.

Haha, my weird method! Get a rough composition for the overall look, then proceed to draw the characters on white paper with a marker, flip it over to see it's inverted look and copy in onto the cover. After the drawing's done, I sprayed it with fixative~

The shadows are remarkably stunning~