This is 201'09 design done this year (right). the original (left).

the shirt hasn't been printed, though i hope it will be.

the process has been on hiatus, or worse stopped. i don't know which it is.

this piece was a part 2 of an assignment, where we were to design our s4 camp tees.

The first few tee designs I had (check archives) were solely on creating a design that represented what I was doing. But over the years, designing tee designs, now had the task to incorporate meaning and relevance in them. So what if it was representational, like art pieces, what do you what to show? What is the thing you want to tell people through the design?

As for this one, it started out as an attempt to "dissect" a nanyang girl, and lay out the things that are being commonly associated to us. I felt that respect for self is something to be gained only when one chooses to conduct themselves with integrity, be it objects or human beings. I tried to show the importance of that 'everything else'- appreciation of own's good qualities, as well as the things and people who help her achieve success- (through her disassembled objects- for that are what makes her a nanyang girl)

The image and video I got inspired by- the act of disassembling. And thus, I came up with the idea of laying out the things we had and used on a daily basis and used a top-down approach for the design. The girl in the center, therefore appears to be lying down.

Did you ever know how many different parts it takes to simply assemble one of those cars out there on the streets? We often take for granted that the car is just simply being manufactured out there by the producers, but we fail to realize the painstaking manufacture of all those various parts which makes up the car. Watch the video, and you'd realise how much how much it is needed to simply assemble one of them. Shocking, isn't it?

I wanted to tell people that every single part that makes you who you are is equally important, because you might never know, if without just one of them, you might not be who you are today.

Sketches here are done on pencil, A4-sized.
Some art influences on my work are:

1. Audrey Kawasaki

A Los Angeles-born and based painter, with works mainly oils on wood panels. Personally, I feel that Kawasaki’s style is a fusion of Japanese Manga, where she gives her subject a distinctive outline and has sculptured near-perfect facial and bodily features, and Super surrealism, where the subject is realistically painted and also often posed in various imaginative-like scenes.

Kawasaki has this distinctively representational style and subject over the years- a young, demure lady, where her innocence is always being contrasted with the confidence and sexual appearance she takes on in various erotic scenes, acts and even absurd and disturbing scenarios.

I have always liked Kawasaki’s works; her technique and rendering of her subject which makes “her” extremely beautiful and inviting.

Not only are they aesthetically appealing, her works also often elude this mysterious and melancholy feeling which draws one to it at first sight. Yet, on closer look, one would realize the creepiness and somewhat cold feeling of the subject, often shown effectively through her eyes.

At the same time, the juxtaposition between innocence, vulnerability and eroticism, confidence makes the piece really interesting. For the viewer, he is constantly in a dilemma and struggle to wonder which stand he should adopt- to see it as an innocent, pure piece or to see it as a provocative one.

Her works influenced me to improve on my technique (of course!) and to also ponder more on the aspect of contrasts and juxtapositions I can play around on future works that I do- not only to make the piece more intriguing, but also help to inject this element of thought and dilemma in my viewers.

Here are some of her works:

Enrapture, oil and graphite on wood panel

2011

Untitled, graphite on paper

2008

Lili and her ghosts, oil and graphite on wood panel

2011

Sophia, Oil on wood 8x17

2006

Okimiyage, intaglio print 8"x12" with Pressure Printing

2008

Here are sketches on Kawasaki's works, and some thereby inspired ones:

This is her official site: www.audrey-kawasaki.com/

You can slowly admire her pieces one by one and be just as fascinated by her skill as I am.

This is an article on Kawasaki I find particularly interesting to read: http://www.laweekly.com/2011-05-19/la-life/audrey-kawasaki-girl-chaser/

2. Ku Hye Sun

Sure enough, most of you would know that Ku’s an actress, not an artist. But  her works really inspire me quite a bit.

However, I am particularly intrigued by her technique in her works, where she gives a sense of fluidity in her paintings and sketches. Her strokes, be it brush or pen entangles itself in a somewhat conjoined manner, appearing to be made up of an endless line. These lines intertwine and weave through one another, presenting many swirls and loops. However, despite so, they are still rather clean and simplistic. The objects are broken down into basic fluid lines yet maintaining its distinct outline. Thick, thin, smudged, distinct; these are elements which Ku plays around with simply through the pen or brush. To me, her works like Kawasaki’s, never fail to make me wonder how she came about painting or drawing the piece. On how she keeps the lines on-going, but at the same time, maintaining the harmonistic sense of the work’s entirety.

Also, on how these lines intrigue me greatly, would be the seemingly invisibility and intangibility of the work. Where Ku successfully creates three dimensionality through the lines, and spaces between them. You may choose to see it by focusing on either the negative, or positive spaces, yet both present a clean and strangely fascinating appearance for the viewer. (Painting)

And to emphasize particularly on this painting, it caught my eye on the arrangement of the piece; where it branched out to the canvas beneath it. I liked the idea, the act of extension and thought of the lines being never-ending. And that, it seemed that you hadn’t need to worry for being more than what the canvas can hold (top), so feel at ease to let yourself flow (I had the imagery of a cup of overflowing milk, with the presence of a bigger bowl helping to support it underneath- to me, it signified stability and serenity)/ and this idea, I chose to incorporate into my coursework :D

This is her official site: http://www.kuhyesun.com/

Mind me if I post many posts all at a go.

I'm on a spur of the moment, to post. It's like drawing: the urge comes once in a while and all at the same time.

I really like drawing portraits, since it's something I've always been working at. The earlier ones are really unfit for the human eye, so I'm going to post them here. But here are some facial features drawings I've done. There is big room for improvement, so do feel free to tell me where I can improve further!

Those who know me well enough would know that I've this tendency of drawing another imaginary person whenever I try hard at copying images. But for these drawings below, I spent a bit of effort on keeping it the way it is.

Here goes:

Avril Lavigne's eye

Angelina Jolie

Simon Cowell's eye

pencil, 2011

eyes are life-sized

and portrait A5

Despite my hiatus, there's been a lot going on behind the posts. Haha, coursework. Have been really proud of my diligence to work on my chair and paintings faithfully. Some mornings, most breaktimes, and nearly after school everyday without fail.



Coursework started out as a chore, indeed. Somehow I was really disturbed by the fact I was spurred on to work due to the want to maintain my grades. How ironic, with the purpose of my art to express and vent my emotions and feelings. There was certainly this period I was terribly upset over why I was doing what I was doing. And I did get over it, thankfully.



I quote linhui, "painting is addictive". Yes, I certainly have to agree with her. And to add on, working on my chair was too. Rather than addiction, should I say, it was more of a meditative process. Doing art really calmed

me down, made me think and focus on the task. Quoting Xindi, " ...as I go along, I find the meaning of my work changing without me consciously trying."



Probably, due to the fact that I wanted to be decisive and quick on my decisions for the piece, I kind of lost track of what I really wanted to do and express. "I wasn't being truthful to myself", I guess. Certainly, not enough. I realized I was too concerned about what I wanted the piece to express on it's entirety, that I forcefully tried to fixate the other individual segments to cater the last piece. And that I was being too extremist on what I was to express- it showed a sense of impossibility which I realized that even I, did not believe it was so. So then, what am I trying to show then?



I started coursework with a mind filled with somewhat convoluted thoughts and ideas, and I had to unpack them in order to move on to my next steps. It was a tough and tiring process, having to review the whole coursework on it's entirety and then into it's details every now and then. Reviewing them made me worried, since even I was unsure of what I was doing. However, this process made me understand what I wanted to do better, and it gave more meaning to the work-- expressing myself in the truest possible manner.



Point to self in the future: start with a clear mind and do not be afraid to clarify self doubts.



Some sneak peaks of the work, I'm certainly not posting the final ones, those will come when they're eventually done:

pretty raw canvases that i chose to paint on.

the tiresome yet fulfilling chore of woodwork

cutting wood

a segment of my painting!