The clock strikes 6:00

Coursework has finally (finally!) concluded.

it's been quite a while.

It was a undescribable feeling when the clock striked 6:00PM, it was a mixture of loss, joy, pride and maybe nostalgia.

Well, things hadn't exactly been the way I envisioned them out to be. 

There had been moments of sorrow, angst; 

there had been moments of surprise, laughter as well. 

It's been an unforgettable journey, and I've gotten to know some really really lovely people. 

This is a bunch I wouldn't want to live without. 

It's weird how I felt more independent (and confident) doing my S4 coursework as compared to this one. 

But through this journey, I guess I've gotten to understand myself better and all my quirky (or you can say weird) habits and temperaments. 

To be honest, it ain't exactly a good thing to let those temperaments manifest. 

but oh well. 

I think I've become more sensitive too, and that's bad. 

Oh, one joy to add on to the many: 

I've found new loves I guess. And this is one of them; embracing things I never used to in the past. 

Approx 10 x10cm

Pencil

What now

It's been a long while since I've posted anything here |

At the brink of losing things you hold dear ,

You start to feel like the whole world is going to crumble.

You wonder if things will ever stay the same,

Cos you're so used to seeing the same old faces,

You're so used to the like-minded conversations you share 

You're, too used to heading to that same space as a refuge

And you wonder if after today it'd all still be there.

I guess things have more or less concluded, 

And maybe what's left is a fragment or two.

Somehow I ought to feel relieved,

But there's more sadness than joy and a little tinge of regret.

Pencil

10 x 15cm